EXCLUSIVE: Khloe Kardashian watches her marriage to Lamar Odom on KUWTK 'over and over'

It's been almost a year of separation but Khloe Kardashian isn't quite ready to give up the memory of her ex-husband Lamar Odom.

The reality TV star told TheFIX how she still watches her love story with Lamar, which played out on Keeping Up With The Kardashians. Yep, the revelation made us feel a little sad for Koko.

The 30-year-old said: "I love my whole marriage. I love my whole story of falling in love and all that documented. I love having that on camera and it's something I get to watch over and over."

Any KUWTK fans will know the former couple's love story played a central theme to previous seasons of the E! show, with the pair also having a spin off series called Khloe and Lamar.

But last year, it was announced they had split, with sources claiming Lamar not only had a drug problem but had been cheating on Khloe.

And since then, it's no secret Khloe has struggled to mend her broken heart, with endless rumours swirling that she still holds a light for the NBA basketball player.

She also told us that since turning 30, back in June, she's trying to focus on being "happy" even though she didn't embrace the milestone.

Khloe said: "I just didn't want to be thirty. I'm over the shock now. But when I say my age to people, I'm like, I am? Because I still feel 24. I have to start dressing older.

"But I bought my own house when I was 29 and I feel very mature, saying I have my own place. But my personal goals for my 30s is to be as happy as I can be in that moment."

We're calling it…there's still room for a reconciliation here, especially if Lamar gets hit shizzle together. And then we can watch them falling in love all over again.

Season ten of Keeping Up With The Kardashian's will be on E! Entertainment later this year. Yep, we can't wait either….

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